Tendering My Resignation as a Blogger

For the past few weeks, I’ve been thinking about quiting blogging.

What is NH? Honestly, NH is nothing more than a shrine for my ex. Most of the stories here resembles our long gone relationship (4 years ago). I am an analytical guy. Somehow, this feeling, I don’t know how to comprehend. So I keep writing and writing, dwelling on the feelings she left me with. I don’t want that feeling to swallow me.

NoktahHitam, the initial idea was to be an emo blog, Titik Hitam to be exact. But I didn’t like the name, I could be mistaken for Tetek Hitam. Ugh, wouldn’t that be a sinful name?

So my dear readers, I’m sorry if I have eluded you with erratic symphony and melancholic writing style of mine. I hope you enjoyed it as much as I did.

If you have any last words or encouragements before I quit, please leave them in my comment. How significant is NH to you? I will make my decision on Tuesday.

Warmest Regards, Edwin Masripan.

ps : Silent readers, time for you to speak up before its too late.

The Inevitable Slip

The other day I was having lunch alone. A girl slipped and fell between the tables.

Everyone on the floor turned their head. From the far corner of the shop, I can hear tiny laughters echoing the air. The girl blushed, blaming herself for her clumsiness. Slowly, she picked up everything she dropped.

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First Love Marriage, Anyone?

I just got back from Mr.B tahlil. It was short one. I really enjoyed the Malay style beef curry. Fabulous ok!

I met a few of my friends from MCKK, Mr M., Mr H. and Mr A, whom arrived later. These people are married and soon-to-be-husband. I find myself asking them, how they met, wedding preparation also other trivial matters of their work.

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My First of Everything, Tagged.

I think I’ve mentioned a lot on NH, I hate tagging games. That being said, people still tag me. I read somewhere, it actually improves Google PageRank and Technorati Ratings, somehow I don’t see any merit in that. I blog my thoughts, not to be popular.

I’ve been tagged by a sweety, AyumiLuck. In this tag, I’m supposed to write 5 of my first time experiences. This is a very long post (more…)

Al-Fatihah to Zahairilnizal’s Mom

My utmost, heartiest condolences to Saudara Zahairilnizal aka Mr B. . He lost his mom on this very special day.

Al-Fatihah. May she be placed close to His side.

ps: I’m sorry for your lost.

The Thing About You, Mama

If it wasn’t for you,
I’d still be floating in the darkness of your womb.
I’d still be crawling, blocking people’s way.
I’d still be standing still, not moving forward.
I’d still be walking the same path I know.
I’d still be running away from my problems.
I’d still be driving recklessly, crashing everyone I see.

If it wasn’t for you,
I wouldn’t know how to see, what’s right or wrong.
I wouldn’t know how to speak, and touch other’s life.
I wouldn’t know how to listen, and be self centered.
I wouldn’t know how to think, and be an eye sore.

If I was never your son,
I’m sure you’d be happy, not to have a troubled son like me.
I’m sure I’d be stuck on the 2nd line of this post.
I’m sure my room is a lot messier.
I’m sure your cooking is awful.
I’m sure I’d fall for you.

If it wasn’t for you,
I wouldn’t know what it feels like to be loved.

Thank you Ma, for EVERY single thing you have done for me. I assure you, I will not go to waste.

ps: 11th May, Mothers day! Have you wished your mom?

pss: a box of chocolate = RM 12, a dozen roses = RM 100, a gold ring = RM 1550, a poem + cheapskate son = priceless.

Note to Ma : of course on your card, I wrote you a different poem!

How To Remove FeedJit, Advertlet and MyBlogLog Footer

I never meant to share this but here goes ¹. Why do I want to remove this? Because they don’t fit in my current theme and because they look ugly. I do this by customizing the CSS. You can change your CSS in your theme folder, called ’style.css’.

This is only for geeks, who runs their own WordPress or blog. (more…)

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